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Sithis69

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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art
  • June 20, 1988
  • Finland
  • Deviant for 16 years
  • He / Him
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My Bio
Just a random guy from Finland. Yo.

Today seems like a good day to update my information alltogether. I was just browsing through old art and writings, and it made me realize how MUCH I've grown over the past 3 years. Well, yeah, I have a solid reason for all of it - mainly being a transgender male and going trough transition. Geez, what a trip it's been.

If art was ever important to me, it was during these times. From being a 16-year old gender confused female, developing into a 19-year old female-to-male transgender hoping and dreaming of a future, I've grown into who I am today. A 23-year old male, who fits in quite nicely with the crowd.

I found some old pictures of me, naturally. I'd like to post some of them in an artistic way, but I have yet to figure out how to do it. I'm not sure if I was ever open about my past before in dA, but I feel like I'm in good enough company to tell you the truth; I used to be a female. I used to be in a lot of pain. I used to suffer waking up each day - and that's why I did arts a lot more before. It was something that distracted me from my own misery.

Since I've grown into a balanced, happy and healty guy, I feel a lot less need to do art. I'd like to, even really desire to, sometimes... But it's just a lot harder than before. Maybe I'll develop new styles - who knows.

It's all a part of growing up.

PS: Anyone interested in what being a transgender is like, or needing some peer support - I'm here for you, just send me a message. I've kept this hidden for way too long. It's about time to speak out.

Thanks, and lots of love to you all.

- D

Favourite Visual Artist
I love you all. <3
Favourite Movies
Disney, Hercule Poirot, Hellboy, Avatar, Ghibli
Favourite TV Shows
Queer as Folk, Poliisit, OZ, Granada Sherlock Holmes, Little house on the prairie
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
LapFox Trax, Ideaali, Allman Brothers, Nazareth, Ramones, Timi Lexikon, Skandaali, Eisenfunk, Combichrist, Tchaikovsky, Joe Hishaishi
Favourite Books
Jeeves, Sherlock Holmes, Poirot, Moving Castle
Favourite Writers
Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, Diana Wynne Jones
Favourite Games
L4D, Star Ocean, Oblivion, Morrowind, NFS 1, 2, Carbon, Most Wanted
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC & PS2
Other Interests
Games, RPG, coslay, cars, drawing, tattoos, photographs, acting, singing, art in general and in all forms
Last time I've written, I was still in recovery of my surgery, and worried about training. What a joke! I was tiny even when I did BJJ. Oh, dear past-me, you should see yourself now, and stop worrying! Although, I am worried anout training even now! Maybe futurte-me would say the same thing to present-me?? Anyway! My cats moved in with my parents a long time ago. Like, a year or so? So I've decided to take a dog. Which my parents will NOT adopt! My mother is already trying, and the puppy hasn't even been born yet. I work in the line of security, now, by the way. And I like it. It seems that I've worried about stuff that really ended up fin
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Tampere Kuplii 2011 - A comic festival was again held at Tampere, Finland, and it was FUN. I didn't buy anything, but I did a cosplay of Hunter from L4D2. I was unsure of going, since I had been sick for days before, and I still felt more than a little under the weather, but the amazing powers of antibiotics and paracetamol helped me to push through. Besides, watching my friends freeze their cute little asses off in t-shirts and shorts sorta made me wanna NOT complain in a torn hoodie and cargo pants. It was cold, though. It's still snow on the ground, and I crawled around the place without any shoes on... I didn't do as much crawling as d
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Desucon 2010

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It was fun guys, thank you so much, I can't wait for the next con! This was the first time I had so much fun and I had a costume that actually suited my style as a conperson. If anyone saw a hunter who actually really crawled on the floor both inside the con and outside, that was me you saw. I also carried a L4D-style first aid kit around with me. Thanks for all the lovely people who took pictures of me, I've never been in such a popular costume before, and you made my memories all pink and glittery. (insert picture of Hunter surrounded by pink glitter - wait, don't)
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Thanks for the fav of "Jeremy Brett" hannakarlsson.deviantart.com/a…

Much appretiated :)
Thank you for all the :+fav: :D
You're so welcome! :D
Thank you for all the semi-long comments you've left in a couple of my artworks, they were nice and a bit more thought-out than what the comments usually say. They made me happy!


...voinko olettaa että puhut suomea? (:
...helkkari en edes tajunnut että oot vielä kaiken MUUN LISÄKSI saman maan kansalainen! :D GET OUT OF HERE! Eli joo, puhun suomea ihan äidinkielenä. Ja olisin kommentoinut pidempiäkin viestejä, mutta mulla oli valtava hinku käydä vaan kyyläämässä kaikkea mitä löysin galleriastasi. Lisäksi koko päivän englantia höpöttäneenä en enää jaksanut avata sanaista arkkuani sen enempää. ^_^'' Anteeksi. Joka tapauksessa voisin tuijottaa teoksiasi tuntitolkulla (ja niin itse asiassa taisin jo tehdä) :heart:

Tosi mukavaa kuulla että kommentit teki onnelliseksi, koska teoksesi ainakin teki meikästä onnellisemman ja paransi päivää.
Mulla ei riitä kirjalliset taidot hienoihin vastauksiin/kommentteihin, melkeinpä ikinä. Itse asiassa kaikki mitä mä sanon ei välttämättä käy järkeen (artikulointi ugh). Joten arvostan taivaisiin asti pitkiä, ajateltuja kommentteja, jotka sisältävät enemmän kuin: "hyvää työtä". vaikka olen mä kiitollinen niistäkin, mutta vähän eri tasolla.

Enhän mä voisi vaatia sua tuhlaamaan aikaa esseen pituisiin kommentteihin, varsinkaan kun kerran pidit mun galleriasta tarpeeksi unohtuakses sinne. : D Hienointa mitä voi kuulla taiteilijana että yleisön päivä on parantunut töiden ansiosta. Joten miljoonasti kiitos kommenteista.
Hiya! I'ma hunter cosplayer too <3 I loved yours and it inspired me to do my own!